Online Dating Blog

Ok I am bisexual and i have really liked this girl for about 6 months now. She don’t know I am bisexual. We started talking like friends a while back then i realised i actually really liked her and we became proper close, we would always flirt loads, talk loads and see eachother lots and she would do and say things that would really give me the impression she liked me. Then i asked her if she wanted to do something one day before I went away (holiday) and she was like yeah sure pizza hut or something? Is sarah going? .. (another girl) and i said up to you i dont mind, and she said yeah otherwise we will look like we are ona lesbian date, and when i said sarah couldnt go, she wouldnt go out! – i dont understand that at all and it upset me alot.
so i text her saying look seriously are you insecure about yourself or something? – not very sensative i know but i was upset.
since then she has blocked me online, we dont speak to eachother when we see eachother – why would she react this way?
I went away and i thought excellent im over her, but then we havent even talked and i still realise i like her! its crazy no matter what i do i cant move on!
I decided to text her cos i heard she was ill, so i said hiya i know im not your favorite person atm but heard you were ill, hope you feel betetr soon. She replied like what im fine with you! how are you etc
I dont understand how she can have such a slit personality, blocking me, ignoring me – then acting like its all good?
so i said look i know you have blocked me cos you are online on a old account you tell me to contact you when im home so we can go out and you ignore me. aparently she hasnt been online in a month – bullsh*t. So i said look its all since that text so i know somethings up, if you need to talk to anyone, you know where im here. No text back or anything.
I dont know what to do, I have had a incering before i even knew her properly she could be gay or bi. But I dont know what I should do, im thinking i may aswel tell her i am bisexual, see if it reasures her or something.
I just think theres too much there for me to just forget it. Maybe im being naive.
any advice, suggestions? Thanks for reading this long long long silly thing!