Online Dating Blog

Are there any online support groups for lesbians? To be perfectly honest…I’m not out. It scares me, guess that’s why I want to find some “support”. I live in NC. I’m not looking for a date, I don’t know how else to find others to talk to…someone for advice. I really need a friend right now. I feel broken and hurt….kinda lost I guess. I’m a single mother. I’ve danced around the issue of my sexuality for years, and have always been shunned when even joking about being a lesbian (my family is very traditional), but I’ve spoken to the only lesbian friend I have who is near and dear to me and she says to just be myself and find others who’ll accept me.
Problem is, it scares me. My family has christian values and would think I’m horrible…I’m afraid I am too. Is it wrong to feel this way? I want to be me, but I feel like I can’t.