Online Dating Blog

I need some friendly advice because I’m new to dating. I’m a gay virgin male in his early 20′s and I’m talking to a guy online in his early 30′s long distance who seems like my opposite in every aspect of our lives. He seems like the man of my dreams but then I think about reality and where I’m at now in life. I am a broken person inside and out. I come from a rough background but he’s willing to take me as I am and assist me. This man seems greater than who I am, he does things that I’ve always wanted to do like travel but I have an anxiety issues. If I end up with him things for me could either be really good or end up being really bad. I think more about the bad because it would take me away from family and I’m not sure if I can really trust or depend on him to not take advantage of my weaknesses. He’s extremely attractive too, the model type. He has given me some great advice but I feel totally unprepared to be in a relationship with him. I had turned him down but then I came back