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I know this question has been asked a million times, but now it’s my turn!
I’ve always dated/had sex with guys. However, I’ve always checked out other girls. As far back as I can remember I’ve always looked at other girl’s bodies and I’ve had crushes on girls. I’ve never fooled around with another girl outside of just joking or picking, like a kiss on the cheek or brief kiss on the lips, and a little touching. In the porn community I only watch/look at girl/girl or solo females. I always get super turned on when I see girl/girl porn, and I’m always checking out other girls. Any fantasy of mine involves girl/girl action. I know I’m attracted to girls in a sexual way, and I’ve had crushes. I’ve never found a girl locally to talk to. I chat online with girls and enjoy it. I am just confused as can be! Any suggesions? Also, I’ve never had an orgasm with a guy. I’m attracted to men, but very, very picky.