I’m 22 female. I been a lesbian since asge 12. The first girl I ever loved never returned my feelings. I later met this girl but she dumped me cuz she said I was ugly. I am shy, I live at home, I don’t have many female friends and I don’t go out much plus I come from a strict backgrounds and my parents won’t ever bare to see me dating a girl. I meet girls online but I feel kinda loserish constantly dating people I have never met and I feel like its a waste. What do you think? I mean should I just give up and be celibate??
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not having to upgrade to gold or silver to send an email . or chat . I’m 22 and I’m a lesbian. Eversince I was 19 I had my fisrt “real” gf, sadly she dumped me over somethin petty, since then I’ve not dated. I was talkin to this girl online but I quit talkin yto her cuz I figured she might dump me eventually. Do u think I shud just remain celibate. I love women so much and at this age people crave a loving relationship. I feel kinda hopeless heklp me out. I have pals who keep playing me online in dating sites. I need someone to help monitor their online activities. I do not have a PC, I use cyber cafes so I cannot make use of available software. I do not even how I can get into their mails. Can someone help? I’ve been this girl’s friend for a little over a year now and we’re also in a long distance over the phone and internet boy and girl friend relationship. Yes we became best friends first via email and chat and such. The sweet thing is that she’s the one who asked me for my phone number. We officially became boy and girl friend in about June of this year. We first met online via matchwise a christian dating site in September of 2006. Everything seems great but well some times she goes for days or weeks on end without any contact. I call her like every day or at least I try to and I email her. Lately I’ll be hearing from her about 4 or 5 times a month some times less. And yes I do wonder what’s up with her. No she says she’s not seeing any one else. But can our relationship last and is it worth it with her lack of communication on her end and on her part? So far it’s be a big yes there but I don’t know. I hate to loose her. She’s so wonderful and the type I could definately marry some is there a special test to determine if i’m lesbian or not? maybe something online? recently i’ve been thinking a lot..after my previous relationship with a guy (2yrs ago), i’m still hoping that he’ll come back and work things out again. he even promised that i’m the only one in his heart, but then just recently i found out that he’s married and it’s hurting me even more. however, for some reason i found contentment watching lesbian movies..it made me forget about him once in a while (but still not totally). i’m actually trying to date again but every time i see someone who has potential, i get scared easily and move away. now i’m confused coz i’m thinking about ‘what if i date a girl instead, will it make a difference’.. I have done HX, Gay.com and Yahoo! Personals(but years ago). I have done Outpersonals too but they are about MEMBERSHIP!! I hate that! |
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